09
Apr

Expectations.

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I thought that by the time dad comes here, mom would be buying her cabinet or so. My room still looks like a mess :| It makes me even more uninspired to do more things than the things I do, plus, the reunion yesterday was really a bad idea…well, for me. For some reason, I hyperventilated and I was not really in the mood to join their whatsoever activities. My boyfriend also called me a nerd, thank you for the compliment. It made me more nauseous of the thought of being there. They wouldn’t know how I feel. For some reason, I have become really anti-social. At the back of my mind, I really do want to go out and meet people and be with people but something is stopping me. So, so much for having fun. Plus this weight and width of my body is not how I want it to be – people keep pointing it out when I know some others are worse and how the heck am I to exercise in a very narrow room of mine. I’m sorry, I just had so much expectations when these days came. All that happened are disappointments, to the point that I’m not even excited to graduate anymore. I just want it done.

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